isn't it horrible when you know something is not right
that you are making a big mistake in your life
taking the easy way out and settling for a comfort zone
just because you don't have the guts to face the world.
you convince yourself
and the people around you
this is the best decision to make.
you feel proud of your 'gutsy' decision
you wrap yourself with enough
thoughts and distractions
friends and encouragement
swamp yourself with others' issues
to feel important, safe and loved.
until a practical stranger
someone who won't miss you
someone who does not have to be nice to you just because you are leaving
out of the blue
randomly
just looks at you and your life path
and says...
you will ruin your life
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that made me cry today, knowing i can't really fool myself.
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